變

應該說，
原來都沒變，
還是，
都變了？

我們總是看到了別人眼裡的針，
卻沒看見自己眼裡的樑柱。

我總是覺得你變了。

可有時候，
我又覺得你都沒變。

一樣冷酷，
一樣無情。

我想給我的記憶裝鎖。
鎖起所有的記憶。

我想給我的夢想充電，
讓它翻山越嶺，
勇往直前。

如果，

我成功鎖上了記憶；

如果，

我成功放下了自己。

接下來，

會怎樣？

撞牆期

又來了。
我已經鼻青臉腫了。
可以停止了麼？
還要多久呢？
真的快撐不下去了。
如果能放棄，
可以放棄嗎？
可以不追求了麼？
什麼狗屁理想？！
Sad to say,
I have no choice.
At all.

简讯

深夜里收到一个来自遥远大陆的简讯，
还是一个已婚男人的简讯，
这事已有些不妥。
然后还说想我了。
天哪！
成何体统？
还是他只是开玩笑的？

其实，
真的希望他是在耍嘴皮子。

不管他已婚，单身，
我和他都只会是朋友。

但如果他脑筋里有其他想法，
也许，朋友也没有了。

认识他应该是10几年前的事。

然后我回来了。
然后他回家了。
但大家的手机号码一直没换。
所以还是能联络上。
只是不常联系。

但是，我还是珍惜他。
一个在异乡认识的朋友。

Take A Break

A Break = A Dream?
When a break become a dream,
what does it mean?
Does is mean
The dream is too easy to reach?
OR
The life is too tough to live?

Too many queries.
Too hard to answer.

Live life wisely.
It is easy to say so
BUT
Difficult to practice so.

Pray hard to live life peaceful.
Pray hard to face challenge bravely.

Dream Place - VENICE, ITALY

Venice, Italy.
My forever dream place.

Am I going to be there someday?
Not sure.
For sure,
It would be my dream place forever and ever.
No others place can replace it.

I felt depress lately.
A lot of reason let me down.
Even just a minor problem.

Life

Last night's heavy rain woke me up several times.
Wonder was the rain woke me up or the stress.

I hate lately life.

I used to love my jobs.
But
not now.

I need a change.
But
I have no idea what should I do.

I really really hate my currently "photocopy machine" life.

Eat
Sleep
TV
Work
and work
and more work.

Keep Mouth Shut

When someone not agree with you,
no argument is needed.
Just keep your mouth shut
and
let the truth prove that you are correct.